I’ve been on a little bit of a trip here, if I’m going to be honest. I had beautiful intentions for this blog – to share my discoveries, to help people feel supported, and maybe even to inspire. Feeling like I had made an achievement by (finally) releasing my first entry, I was determined to keep on with it. But what I found was that the more I wanted it, the less inspired I became. And the less inspired I became, slowly slowly, I found myself sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss of a horrible state called ‘WHATS THE F-CKING POINT?’ Correct me if I’m wrong (and please do feel free to correct me), but I think most of us can empathize with that dark, depressing feeling. Looking at the world around me, my cynicism began to grow – and rapidly – at lightening speed! And before I knew it, the world was sitting heavily on my shoulders (at least, that’s what it felt like. Don’t worry, I’ve snapped out of that ego-centric state of believing that I am responsible for the world’s sh*t. I do, however, believe as individuals, that make up a whole who are indeed responsible for the world that our kids will live in).
So I stopped writing, completely forgetting why I even wanted to write in the first place. The world is evil, people are stupid, there is no hope. Nothing will change. Case closed. There is no point. Seems dark and gloomy, but that’s where I was at. But having gone through that – with the utmost love and support from my partner Edi (thanks babe :) )– I’ve come to see that what I felt was OK. Yes – the world is a harsh place, but it’s the only place where you can experience love whether it’s through giving it or receiving it. And there are enough of us here who want just that. A place where our kids will not live to survive, but live to thrive. A place that we can be proud to call our planet Earth.
Anyway, slightly getting off topic (as I love to do if you know me at all), I was reminded that it’s sometimes really hard to keep it together. With all the seemingly important things we ‘have’ to do everyday (and I don’t mean to sound insulting, because of course many of those things we enjoy and are truly important and are a part of life, like taking care of your kids for example)… but sometimes we get off track and forget WHAT IS THE F#CKING POINT! What is it? These precious moments, what do they all mean at the end of the day (or the life)?
Again being honest, I’m not sure how this blog will be set up or how its going to look, but all I know is is that sometimes I wish I had a place - online - that I could click on and it would just have all the reminders (videos, blogs, photos, conversations) that would re-ignite my faith in humanity and calm me down when the storm begins to brew again (as it will… and I’m cool with that). So maybe this can be that place. Why not, right?
Stayed tuned for more and – without promises – I will be either writing here much more, or maybe on a new page once I’ve kind of gotten a clue of what the plan is. (I hate that word…)
Thank you everyone <3 HAPPY weekending :)
So I stopped writing, completely forgetting why I even wanted to write in the first place. The world is evil, people are stupid, there is no hope. Nothing will change. Case closed. There is no point. Seems dark and gloomy, but that’s where I was at. But having gone through that – with the utmost love and support from my partner Edi (thanks babe :) )– I’ve come to see that what I felt was OK. Yes – the world is a harsh place, but it’s the only place where you can experience love whether it’s through giving it or receiving it. And there are enough of us here who want just that. A place where our kids will not live to survive, but live to thrive. A place that we can be proud to call our planet Earth.
Anyway, slightly getting off topic (as I love to do if you know me at all), I was reminded that it’s sometimes really hard to keep it together. With all the seemingly important things we ‘have’ to do everyday (and I don’t mean to sound insulting, because of course many of those things we enjoy and are truly important and are a part of life, like taking care of your kids for example)… but sometimes we get off track and forget WHAT IS THE F#CKING POINT! What is it? These precious moments, what do they all mean at the end of the day (or the life)?
Again being honest, I’m not sure how this blog will be set up or how its going to look, but all I know is is that sometimes I wish I had a place - online - that I could click on and it would just have all the reminders (videos, blogs, photos, conversations) that would re-ignite my faith in humanity and calm me down when the storm begins to brew again (as it will… and I’m cool with that). So maybe this can be that place. Why not, right?
Stayed tuned for more and – without promises – I will be either writing here much more, or maybe on a new page once I’ve kind of gotten a clue of what the plan is. (I hate that word…)
Thank you everyone <3 HAPPY weekending :)